The cruelest there is
The worst punishment
Silence
Limbo
A mind left to wander
And break under the weight
Of a million
What-ifs.
Once there was conversation
Once words
Once touch
Taste
Smell
Memorizing every eyelash
Wrinkle
Freckle.
Next,
I think what I want
Is confidence
Trust
Freedom to laugh
With abandon
To hold without hesitation
To be wrapped up in the heady rush
Of romance
In the sun.