I slice my forearm open
On another dead branch;
Trimming this tree
Is no easy task.
In the years since last it was cut back
(eight at least),
Branches have died
And the new grown up around them,
Strong and curved and
Skillfully intertwined,
They bring to mind
Arms and legs and sweat
And heavenly cold sheets.
I trace branches back down
And around,
Trying to decide
How much to cut.
My loppers hover over
What looks to be
A long-dead limb,
But
When I follow it
To the very end,
I find green leaves.
Other branches break off in my hand,
Or at the touch of a finger.
Others still require the saw,
And this one had to be slowly pulled free
After sawing
Lest it overturn the robin’s nest;
A slow Jenga move.
All the while I work,
The angry cut stings me
Just enough
To remind me
This limb still lives.
I hope next year
I’m not so busy
Chasing quick fixes
That I forget to fill the house
With lilac perfume
While I can.