This
Deep Sleep
meditation music
Fails me
As do my other attempts
To exhaust myself;

And I know
I don’t owe you
Anything
But
Just now
I’m stuck
In the thick grey fog
Of indecision
I’m playing my
Second guessing game
Wondering if there’s
Another way.

I listen to my dog
Snore
Instead of you
And wish for merciful sleep
To quiet my loud mind.