In the early hours
In the first walk of the dog
The snow sparkles in the moonlight
Like the water in bright sunlight
Like diamonds
Like promises
I’m trying my best to
Hold on tight to this new gift
The universe has bestowed
This precious new day
This bright fresh start
I’m chipping away at cold ice
Getting myself unstuck
Opening myself up
To let the light in.
This morning at the gas station
I tried to help a fellow traveler
Get her gas cover unstuck;
We chipped away at the ice around it
To no avail
Eventually, she opened it up herself
And thanked me for the help.
Fresh starts
Require endings.
I don’t regret the past
I don’t wish to shut the door on it
But sometimes
I wish I knew how to end these stories
In more satisfying ways
Or
How to turn the page
Or when to say
Enough.
I wish you well
I wish you love
Wherever you may find it
We don’t owe each other anything
But
You can’t have my skillet.
Drop it off on my front porch.